It looks
like I am starting to use the Famous Last Words assignment as a venting system.
I have another project in flight mechanics coming up on Monday and I am scared
shitless. The last project took about 25 hours to get half way though and I made
a 44 on it. We also have a test the following week. I am hiding in my house
this weekend to try and get as much work done as possible from next week but I
feel like it won’t matter.
I am so torn
with this class. I don’t want to blow off another class in order to get the
project done or study endless hours for the class if I am going to fail. But I
also don’t want to miss the opportunity to not waste about ten thousand stupid
dollars to be in school another year because I gave. I also think me being in
school another year would actually really help Matt and I’s life and
relationship. I don’t know. This is stressing me out so much and it is hard to
just give it to God and not feel stressed out but it is coming at me like a
brick wall.
In other
news every single one of my classes is a letter grade lower than it should be.
Which is going to kill my GPA if it ends up like it. OH! And if I fail I could
possibly lose scholarships. Most scholarships I have are based on a GPA
requirement and if I get blow that…bye bye money. Guess who pays for their own
school. This over worked and apparently stupid girl.
Darn, I was
going to use this assignment to complain about my hovercraft class. I guess
that will have to wait till next time.
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